So sad

I can't go into this completely, but Mike says that he never really wanted a baby, and we can't really afford another one. I have to go back on the pill. He's not in this with me. I am so crushed and hurt. And he can't even understand why I'm so upset. How can he be so heartless? I can't stop crying. All in a matter of minutes I went from happily thinking of names for our new little one, to having to face the realization that we won't be adding to our family after all. He never wanted another baby. He says he was just trying to make me happy...Well, I'm certainly not happy now. I'm so completely crushed.